Sunday, August 5, 2012

Let's try this again.

I miss writing. I miss reading. I feel like life changes so quickly but almost discreetly that sometimes we don't even realize that it really is... until years go by and things seem different. It's like how we don't feel any older when a birthday passes, but then all of a sudden, you're not a kid anymore. People are always wishing to be older, more mature. It's sad that no matter how much we tell kids, "Enjoy it while you're young."  "You're going to wish you were a kid again one day..." They might never understand. Thus, we eventually turn 18 and realize.. "What was I really waiting for?" 19...20..21.. "WOO HOO!! YES!!!" Another milestone. Milestones go by so quickly and then realize, "Wow.. life is passing by so quickly."

I remember being a kid when the days passed by so slowly. It was like.. I was always waiting to go home from school. What time is it? What time is it?! Now the time goes by so fast, I feel like a whole day could slip through my fingers. Schedules could change daily, instead of yearly. It used to be just school, homework and play. Now it's like... school, work, sometimes I feel like too tired to even play!

I'm not sure what I'm even getting at. I think I was trying to talk about what I've been doing and why I haven't been writing on this thing. I think I stopped because I felt like it was getting way too personal. Ick. I guess I'm just going to try to keep em broad as possible. It doesn't always work out that way though... I talk way too much.