Not that kind of girl.

Retrograde in Mercury begins today and I swear it's the truth...


One could call me a bit naive for trusting people so easily. I guess I've always just wanted to believe the good in everyone. What a blessing yet a definite curse.


How is it really possible to keep finding myself but losing myself at the same time?
That's what keeps happening.

All I can and have to do now is me though....what I should have stayed doing since the beginning.


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Never lose sight of yourself.
Take care (of yourself.)

Evolving.

It's never too late to redefine yourself. It's so easy to get into the rush of wanting to express exactly who you are and what you're about. Do what you do and be who you are... and don't apologize. So many times I find myself apologizing for the way I am and what I'm doing.

BUT, WHY?

What's the point of being apologetic for something you were born or the way you were raised?? & If it's really something you want to change.. If you want it, you can get it.

(If that's what you really want...)

One might briefly think about changing for the better and for a second maybe even seriously ponder on but forget it in another instance. Is it really what I want or is it just a passing thought? If we admit the truth to the world then are we hypocrites for not really seeking change? Am I fucked up for even thinking or being this way?

Being conscious of every single moment and tiny action can be such a difficult task, but it is something that we all crave at times. Is it really possible? Is it necessary? I'd like to know... but all I know is that when I'm conscious, I feel more and more whole. Isn't that what we're all striving for? Being and feeling complete, it feels so obsolete.


Yet we're all striving for it.







Keep reaching for it.