did i forget something?

i used to be good at saying it the way it is.

the way things were seemed so clear now that i think about it.

or maybe it didn't make sense at all, and i tried so much harder to make sense of it.

i am not so easily inspired these days to talk about things the way they are.

maybe i think too much nowadays. have i become too analytical?

have things changed? or am i still the same?

i wonder if it's bad that i ask so many questions now.

i know some questions, i could answer myself.

sometimes i look back at who i used to be and wonder why i'm not that anymore.

did i like it better? did you like it better?

am i thinking too much again?

i just read something, just now.

it reminded me of how i used to feel so much more sure of where i was.

even though, back then i thought that was so stupid.

it's like i wanted to feel lost.

and now i have to start over again.

remember.

remember.

remember.

i need to remember.

i'll be back with more.

soon.