see, here's the thing...

there's nothing really to be sad about.

but for some reason, i feel sad sometimes.

it's crazy because sometimes i'm so quick to snap out of it that i'm just wondering,

"why the fuck did i just think that or feel that or say that? that was completely untrue."

or maybe it was true at that particular moment in time, but not anymore.

or maybe it is again.

here's another thing.

THINGS CHANGE.

surprise!

and i've found that it's okay to think about things, even miss people for a while but then there just comes a time where you need to float back on to present.

it's sad that we can't take every single friend we meet along the way. and it's a shame that some people aren't who we really think they are. it's hard when you thought you knew someone, but they turned out to be someone completely different than you thought.

everything happens for a reason.

c'est la vie.

it's really sad that i'm not used to having priorities again. welcome back to life, ysabelle.