restarted.

okay fine. i give in. i'll write a real blog, of exactly how i'm feeling at this moment. don't take it personal.

so,

i'm pretty sure all i needed was rest.

i know in time that this feeling/these feelings will pass, but i can't say that i am used to them. and i'm definitely not used to the actions my mind and body has been taking in order to try to get rid of them.

it's not that i feel incomplete all the time.

it's not that i feel lonely all the time.

it's just that i get these waves of emotions and i don't know what to do with them.

how could you be so heartless?

to some of you. figure it out.

1 i love you, you already knowwww!

2 i can't say anything about this, and im starting to feel bad. 

3 i think i'm turning into the person you were to me. i don't know why, i don't know how to stop it, and i'm not sure if i like it. 

4 i miss the friendship man. i really do.

5 i'm not going to change because you think that i've gone crazy. you don't even know me.

6 i'm not trying to be a bitch at all. i'm sorry if i come off that way.

7 so what if you don't like me?

i am a beautiful, carefree, worthwhile & pure little butterfly. my purpose is to love and accept myself unconditionally while living each day to the fullest.

i'm gonna be who i'm gonna be.