whatever you want,

I know he knows
He can have it.

I was never one to think about settling for second best, but I've found myself doing that. I tried to get rid of him by settling with the fact that I can have whoever I want too. But the truth was, I just wanted him.

Now,
Im learning and growing
And experiencing different things.
I don't have time to think about the way we went wrong..
Until his world and mine collides.
I don't mind much, I just think its kinda weird.
Honestly, I just wish it wasn't so awkward..

But there's not much I can do if he hates me.

I have a life too you know.


And if you're not in it, you don't know anything about it... so please don't try to act like you do.