i know change only happens to those who take action, but what about when i don't know what actions to take?! i'll admit it now that i feel lost. i don't know how things got this way. i really think that whoever is out there is trying to test me by throwing all these curveballs at me... and i know that sitting here and crying about it isn't going to do anything. the truth is, i haven't felt so sad, lost or misunderstood in a long time. i haven't cared so much to be understood for awhile either. i've came to believe that if i know who i am and what i stand for then that is all that matters. however, there comes times where it feels like it's me against the world and it's easy to fall victim to what others say or think.
i'm trying really hard to be a good person. i know that nobody is perfect, although many times i wish i was.
but then again if i were perfect, i'm sure that would give many more reasons to hate me.
God, please grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change, courage to change the things i can, & the wisdom to know the difference.
Just for today, amen.
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