almost new life.

i've seen this all before;

but this still seems like a different world.

anyways.

i'm excited? i think that's a way to describe it. and also anxious, because this all seems so new/foreign/kinda scary.

anyways.

my mind goes too fast, or too slow nowadays.

i wish some things could stay the same, but i understand change is inevitable.

people grow apart, meet new people, life moves along.

my dad has gotten on my case about smoking again.

i know it's just because he cares but it still annoys me.

oh ya, & he left a note telling me not to smoke cigarettes in mom's car. hah. oops.

i feel like i'm not as skinny as before. but i know that's not true because my pants hardly fit.

this is really random. i'm basically just writing everything on my mind that i need to do.

i need to do laundry.

i need to eat.

i need to clean.

i need to wash my dollhead.

i need to buy new scrubs.

i need to drop off neil's charger.

i need to go see my sissy.

i need _eed.

for some reason,

even though everything's going quite well i'm pretty sure that's what it may seem.

it still feels like something's off.

maybe it's the weather.