fuck it.

you know the crossroad between persistence and giving up?

i'm closer to the edge.

i want to hold on so tight to something that i already know is falling apart.

have you ever believed something would work out even when nobody else did?

have you ever told the truth even though everybody else was telling you not to?

they say the truth will set you free but i feel trapped.

i think i subconsciously just love to self-sabotage anything good that happens to me in terms of relationships.

even when it seems different,

i always find a way to make it the same.

i have nothing left for you i guess.