one more push.

i don't know why sometimes i say things that i don't even mean.

i

just

snap.

and then i want to take it back.

so it goes, the common flaw amongst us is we always want to be right. we have grown up to be self-righteous bitches and assholes that won't stop until we win, or whatever..am i right? i am pretty much so over even talking sometimes because everything has turned into a humongous right or wrong, win or lose GAME. oh yeah and can't forget when people just go off on silent treatment and i don't know what the fuck to do but yes, TALK. Keep talking, talking, talking...i could talk myself into fucking circles.

PS.

FUCK YOU.

fuck you.

FUCK YOU.

* * * *

i have officially lost it.

so basically, i think that this is impossible. why is it that i am thinking about things i don't want to think about? and why is it that we are fighting over NOTHING? i don't like it one bit and it reminds me of times and moments that i don't want to be reminded of. more and more smoke rising into the air. i don't want to think about you OR you right now. i don't want to think about any of you. i've come to the conclusion that the preconceived notions of boys and girls have switched. boys are way too publicly complicated now and girls seem more like we don't give a fuck when we do. is anyone even understanding a word i'm saying? if not, that's okay... 

I know I don't make sense all the time.

t y p e w r i t e r ;

<3

the butterflyy.