if perfect existed,

it'd be you.

i've spent my life, looking for something else.

something else to make me feel..

anything...

less empty, more of something else.

and then i found you.

...or you found me.

i used to tell myself that i didn't like you. i couldn't like you. 

but then,

it hit me.

it's hard to say exactly how you've helped me, just by being the person who you are... and wanting what's best for me. it's crazy to even admit that you've helped me especially when i just want to say i hate you or leave me alone.

but...

you are, you are.

everything, you are.

and, i'm so happy you're in my life again.

NB.<3