it isn't hard to be a friend, i think it's hard for me to stay in friendships. sometimes i dwell a lot in what the other friend is doing wrong but most likely i am fucking up just as much. what i probably could do instead, is say how i feel about what they do...but instead i keep to myself, so when i do tell them, they're all confused.
i know i need to change this.
have you ever felt like what you're thinking is out of the ordinary and there is no way ever in hell that somebody else could actually think the same?
but then you find one, and it is utterly mind blowing that they are actually thinking and saying the same things as you.
you are not alone, trust me.
we all think we are alone in this world, but the truth is we were born with other people and meant to be friends with each other. we weren't born to fight or be separate. we were each born a unique individual, to shine our insight of life on one another.
when i read something and it really sticks, i am so grateful that somebody was able to capture the exact feeling i have been trying to describe.
i know i had more to say, a lot more. but i lost it all in my sleep. hopefully i'll recover it sooner than later and i can share it with you all.
you all, as in, whoever you are.
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love.
i was thinking about love the other day and how it's hard to believe i've ever really been in love because i don't think i even know what love is, let alone how to describe it. how is it possible? can somebody tell me what it is? i've heard sayings, i'm pretty sure that's what they show in movies...but how do i KNOW? i thought i was, i think i am...sometimes. but i don't know.
and as for that term 'you've got to show me love.'
how are people supposed to show her?
i am being completely serious. is this stupid? i don't care. i want to know.
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