so different.

Life has changed so much for me in almost every way, I never stopped to realize. I haven't even taken the time. Simple, little moments such as lying on my bed listening to music, writing in a notebook, taking a walk, taking some time for thoughts ... I feel like im always rushing and my thoughts don't even have a chance. All this has just made me feel stuck, and not know who I am. I have become a slightly bitter and distasteful person, as much as I am happy, I feel like I have been missing something, or avoiding something. I'm not so sure. I don't want to wait and have it smack me on the right side of the head though. I've already realized and world: don't you doubt me. I am ready.