just for you (:

ysabelleeee: i like jason mraz. thanks for reminding me.

xx17417xx: i like neil belen*

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willingly taking a break from my life has given me a lot of time to think about things... almost too much. i know that the mind is a scary place to get lost in, but at the same time, i have a lot of time to re-evaluate how i am living (again.) i don't know. i am realizing that i have avoided a lot of things. there are a lot of people and situations i have been dancing around, hoping to just forget about. unfortunately, life doesn't work that way.

i wish i could just go up to everyone and anyone i have avoided and tell them how i really feel, but of course in this world, not everybody sees things the same way.

i don't even know where i'm getting with this.

i am getting lost in my own head again.

peaceful & deserving.